Unfinished 6 A.M.

I'll give away my heart with the chaos in my mind
Of the questions
Of the doubt
Of the things we leave behind

"Adios, Au Revoir"

I know what you do
I see your patterns
Like fingerprints on a clean window
They tell me
You look into my eyes
And only see yourself
These mirrored marbles
Only here to serve, reflect, project
It will never be you
It will never be you
In a sea of people
I won't search for you anymore
I won't see you anymore

"Courage"

When did you get the courage
to bleed your heart out on the table?
And what will happen
once the dust settles?
This is what I was trying to say

The Things I Shouldn't Do

Take my sweat
Take my expanding arteries
My second and third thoughts

Take my thoughts of
your breath on my neck
and of your new voice
low in my ear

Honest hearts shut out
poisonous patterns
to wake me up
to grow up

Because
for the first time
the fear of being left
doesn't come from the fear of being alone

Don't you want
to sit across from a girl
with collarbones
And pretty hands
And sparkling eyes?

"Europe: Part II"

Your heart was never unconditional,
but contingent.

Take me back to the Americas.

"In Public"

Ears pounding
Eyes glazing
Throat swelling
Stomach wrenching

Head spinning
Skin crawling
Tainted, rotten, broken vessels

If you could choose to go back
how far would you need to?

I think that maybe
We have destroyed each other
So beautifully